This feels like jumping off a bridge which I have never done, but the anxiety I feel now would be same if I were about to jump off a bridge. Growing toward articulation into my life and the world I live in is what I hope to discover. I hope that the end is not simply processing outloud but who can tell.
I also feel anxiety because I have always felt that I can not be unorganized in my thinking and able to follow my own thoughts. I have not allowed myself to do this because it has not made sense to me nor anyone else. well here goes on this open for all voyeristic culture of blogging of which I freely participate with hopes to find some freedom from .... from needing to get things right before they come out of my mouth.
yes, unorganized and yet I feel they are connected. see if you can. connect those thoughts; maybe one day I can.
maybe, hah. part of me wants to and the other part of me does not want to.
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